Abandoned Blog?

We regret to inform you that the cowardlymidget is in a coma. He is alive and breathing and expected to make a full recovery. The problem is that doctors cannot confirm that he will make a recovery, they can only give an opinion. In addition, they cannot speculate when. They say he could wake up tomorrow or it could be a year, the truth is they just don't know.

One thing we do know is that with a will as strong as a midgets he is bound to pull through

Heath Ledger - and the American Press

Another typical lead you by the nose bullshit tactic to get ratings by the press. At this point everyone is calling Heath Ledger's (R.I.P) death a suicide or overdose, because they found pills in the room he was in. The initial reports said they were spread around the room. This is all false. . . they have no idea why he is dead, the pills were not spread about the room, there was a bottle of fucking sleeping pills in the room, there are bottles of sleeping pills in 80% of the American populations bedrooms - yet this is what they hop on... Now everyone thinks that he either commited suicide or died of an overdose because of this - they did not say if they were perscription or over the counter, but if they are over the counter than it's going to take on awful lot of fucking pills to kill yourself and no one gets "HiGH" off of benadryl... at least not with the money Heath Ledger has. . . This disgusts me the complete lack of morals that the media possesses to get ratings - the complete disregard for his family and friends and legacy - why don't we just give the facts and wait for the truth instead of speculating? - that's retoracal the answer is that doesn't sell - what sell's is bullshit speculation about someone in the public eye - the worst part about it is the press will forget all about him in a few days and what is left is there aftermath on the legacy of a poor kid that passed before his time - personally I don't care how he died - I don't see that as the issue - I just see that he's is gone and that sucks . . . rest in piece Mr. Ledger - you will be missed

The Bigger Man

I recently got a request from an X-friend on myspace, who wants to be my friend. It isn't hard to find me there especially since I have been using the same handle almost since I started on the internet. However, that isn't the issue... the issue is I have extreme distaste for this person and his whole family, his family has caused nothing but pain to mine and just knowing how these people are, they probably still assume we owe them something when the opposite would be a more accurate explanation. So what's the dilemma? Well at one point this person was a good friend of mine, and we had some good times... He is obviously doing the reaching out, the best way this shit neck knows how. . . would I have rather got an email with some kind words in it - yes - but again I would have to assume he doesn't feel he did anything wrong. So what did he do. . . well this is the question or the dilemma. . . he took something away from me that was the most important thing in my life (no it wasn't a girl). . . I invited him into something that was sacred to me and through manipulation and backstabbing he had me removed - and it became clear later on why - he wanted what I had - he couldn't stand being second fiddle - he never could. . . and I hate him for it. . . Friends do not do that to each other - do they? The thing is, humans make mistakes, they are not infallible, and I have made my fair share and sought forgiveness and still have not received it. So do I ignore the request and act like what some may perceive as a child would, is it really a childish act to disconnect from people that have caused you pain. . . ? the whole situation would be easier to handle if I received some correspondence instead of a simple friend request - but that did not happen - And I am almost certain an apology or even a "sorry about the way things turned out" is not headed my way - most guys don't talk like that - they would assume that the apology is understood from the initial effort - but what was taken from me, in what amounts to a hostile take-over situation, was sacred to me and to date - one of the most if not the most important thing in my life. . .