Sunday, September 11, 2005
Its funny you know... I talk bad about people I love in my family and outside of it... I always have... Not because I think I am better that them or anything it is simply because they disappoint me at one point or another... Trust me I speak badly about myself too, and I am sure that the people I speak of have spoken about me too... Its simple you remember not to take it to heart because it is said out of love... However if someone you don't know or don't "love" (that's love as in have love for... etc etc.) speaks poorly about your family or loved one you would just assume rip their fucking heart out and feed it to them, because all though you are probably upset with them yourselves you would only speak poorly and do everything you can to turn what you dislike about them around... Never would you wish or bring harm to them and always you would be happy when someone seeks out to destroy who had or would threaten their well being... God bless America and all of her flaws... Because with out her we'd all be speaking German...
Saturday, September 10, 2005
The story of my life
I was offered a job... A career... The other day, everything I wanted was there... Seemed like it was what I always wanted, there was just one more step... A background check... It came back pending review... They tried again, because they saw good things in me, I never heard from them again... Unbelievable, the place that wanted to hire me, said it had to be something on my record... I am not a criminal, I have never stolen anything in my life, well when I was a kid maybe... But not anything worth any value... Cigarettes perhaps.... But they told me if it takes to long they can't hold the position... Do you believe that? First it's there fucking hiring process second they are not "privy" to why its pending no one can answer that... And I am unemployed... Unreal, are they trying to create a drain on the system perhaps a criminal... Anyway shit like this always happens to me I should have known better than to get excited about anything that had to do with state!! Story of my life...
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
I wish I could comment
I'm still here and alive, I have some personal, maybe legal, issues that I need to work-out before I can actually speak my mind... Do you believe that? Even here I have been advised to not say too much... So my loyal and yes pathetic readers hang in there I will be back and interesting and no holds barred in no time.