Tuesday, March 28, 2006

annex to the last entry

I can't post the link to his blog but if you email me or comment with your email I will give it to you it is worth checking out... I just think he'd freak out if I put it here

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I do owe some people some things

I often read the blog of a musician that I used to work with... Who was a genius I must admit... Those of you that know me know me well enough not to piss me off... LOL... Well he did... Of course I grew up in a place where people don't call police they solve their issues amongst each other (which is the right way to do it) however he is obviously not from where I am... Nevertheless... Its not the point of this entry.. The point is... He is older then me... And has passed the "30" year mark... And commented on the fact that when you are in your late "20"'s you feel old... But once he hit thirty, he feels young again... And that he has a long way to go... I pray to God he is right... I have felt old since twentyfive... Maybe earlier... I know its because of my expectations of myself.. And my disgust for adults my entire life... And often worry about what I haven't done... Not only did his blog entry put a lump in my throat it also made me realize that even though I haven't made it (yet).. (the (yet) is stolen from him) I am also not dead... Thank you brother... Also.. Its been years... And I am sorry for what I said to you... I disrespected his "Polish" heritage, so my real Polish friends... Yeah that's right.. From Poland, can comment and tell him we were good friends, and I obviously have no hate towards Poland or the Polish people (except the obvious... :) ) that would really help... Besides that... I apologize to you once again my friend... And respect you, your family and everything about you... Good luck in your endeavors... And Thank you for everything

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Monday, March 27, 2006

I don't owe you a damn thing... Its quite the contrary ..i..

Been a while since I've posted something... I know...

Just wanted to say I am still free (for now)

I am still alive (they won't break me) and neither will those people thinking bad thoughts about me... I told you for a long time that I needed to stop that shit... Which was my own problem... But at the very least... Thanks for understanding (can you read the sarcasm?)

I never broke a promise I meant to keep

when I die bury me upside down so the whole world can kiss my ass

I'll post something more fun and informative and cheerful soon... I'm still kicking... Thanks for caring

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