Tuesday, October 16, 2007

Ode to Biggy B

















These picture are from at least 10 years ago... The guy in the middle has since passed... I miss him a lot... oh to be young again

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Anonymous said...

WOW! look at YOU! i remember then...the long long ago.
~C

10/16/2007 10:52 PM  
Anonymous said...

Where you at??? Is all well....i'm getting worried...
~C

11/07/2007 8:13 PM  

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I'm getting older too

Yesterday was yet another birthday... Oh boy am I sick of these... I suppose I would be a little less sick of them if I had accomlished anything I thought I would have by now... Does the little boy that had so many dreams still exist?... probably... and that is probably the problem. While the grown up inside is doing the "right" thing and trying to improve his adult life... the child still lurks inside... The child wants it all... he wants the money... he wants the fame... and he wants to be special... unfortunatley so few people are really truly special, and so few people are truly famous... I have resigned myself to the sheep life and have decided it is the best course of action... and I do try to involve myself entirley into that choice... but the child still lurks.. the child still wants and the child is still needy... It's funny that we are supposed to constantly tell our children that they are special and give them that false sense that all their dream will come true as long "as you work hard and never give up you can be anything you want to be"... its not true and it is, in my opinion, damaging tothe psyche of the children, I believe that children need the truth as does anyone... maybe not the cruel hard truth... but selling the youth delusions of grandure only promotes disappointment and depresession... Life is tough... you have to work... Most people won't no your name... and all of you can't be stars... sorry

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Anonymous said...

oh man this depressed the shit out of me...it's very very true though. We all grow up thinking we have a chance...but we don't. Not really. Not unless you're a fucking silver-spooned little assholian brat...then you'll probably be ok. People like you and me prolly won't be famous until after we're dead. Now *that* sucks.

10/16/2007 10:50 PM  
Anonymous said...

i'm such an asshole i forgot your birthday...turns out i'm not such a decent friend...or acquaintaince...i still would've taken you out for a few drinks and whatnot...happy belated...
~C

10/16/2007 10:53 PM  
The Cowardly Midget said...

- if I am famous after I die.. I would consider that a win...

- don't be ridiculous about the birthday thing... they are for kids...

10/17/2007 7:14 AM  

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Tuesday, October 02, 2007

Fuck Off And Die

I don't care if you don't like me.. but don't pretend you do if you don't.

I don't care if you are fucking stupid... but don't pretend you're smart when you're not

I don't care if you don't show up... but don't pretend it's because of circumstances you don't control

I don't care if you have an opinion... as long as you know I am entitled to mine

I don't care if your morals suck... but don't pretend you walk on water while judging mine

I don't care if you have a party... but don't schedule it the day you say you are coming to mine

I don't care if you hold ill will toward me... I probably don't like you either

I don't care if you think that I am too blunt... I probably am - so fuck you

Bottom line is I don't need you and you don't need me... so why pretend otherwise?

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Anonymous said...

J~
okay - who is pissing you off??!! Need help? Anything you want to talk about???

i like you. i don't care if you like me, but i think you're a good person and you are fascinating and an amazing writer and a highly intelligent point of view...and i'm not even being condescending. Talk to me...what's up?
~C

10/02/2007 10:16 PM  
Anonymous said...

hey - what is this about a party...i want to go to a party....
~C

10/02/2007 10:17 PM  
The Cowardly Midget said...

No... I'm fine... just thought my readers needed a little poetry... everyone has to vent once and a while. :)

PS. The parties over - no one came - its my party and I'll cry if I want too

10/03/2007 7:31 AM  
Anonymous said...

Well then that is just not right...i didn't get invited to a party...: (

10/03/2007 5:46 PM  
The Cowardly Midget said...

UH... yes you did

10/04/2007 7:26 AM  
Anonymous said...

Why do you keep deleting me??
awwww
~C

10/15/2007 10:45 PM  
The Cowardly Midget said...

I don't keep deleting you... lol... I removed some stuff because - although you were discrete about it - I don't want that person associated with this blog - I am not very tactful here and I don't care if I piss people off and that is just something that cannot be associated with certain people... has nothing to do with you really

10/16/2007 8:27 AM  

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