Wednesday, January 23, 2008

Heath Ledger - and the American Press

Another typical lead you by the nose bullshit tactic to get ratings by the press. At this point everyone is calling Heath Ledger's (R.I.P) death a suicide or overdose, because they found pills in the room he was in. The initial reports said they were spread around the room. This is all false. . . they have no idea why he is dead, the pills were not spread about the room, there was a bottle of fucking sleeping pills in the room, there are bottles of sleeping pills in 80% of the American populations bedrooms - yet this is what they hop on... Now everyone thinks that he either commited suicide or died of an overdose because of this - they did not say if they were perscription or over the counter, but if they are over the counter than it's going to take on awful lot of fucking pills to kill yourself and no one gets "HiGH" off of benadryl... at least not with the money Heath Ledger has. . . This disgusts me the complete lack of morals that the media possesses to get ratings - the complete disregard for his family and friends and legacy - why don't we just give the facts and wait for the truth instead of speculating? - that's retoracal the answer is that doesn't sell - what sell's is bullshit speculation about someone in the public eye - the worst part about it is the press will forget all about him in a few days and what is left is there aftermath on the legacy of a poor kid that passed before his time - personally I don't care how he died - I don't see that as the issue - I just see that he's is gone and that sucks . . . rest in piece Mr. Ledger - you will be missed

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Anonymous Anonymous said...

i was really looking forward to hearing your take on this fucking mess...it was all a damn shame...this fucking american press is the reason the whole world either hates us or thinks we are a joke. This is ridiculous. i'm with you 100%, R.I.P. Heath Ledger, you were very loved.

1/28/2008 7:10 PM  

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Tuesday, January 08, 2008

The Bigger Man

I recently got a request from an X-friend on myspace, who wants to be my friend. It isn't hard to find me there especially since I have been using the same handle almost since I started on the internet. However, that isn't the issue... the issue is I have extreme distaste for this person and his whole family, his family has caused nothing but pain to mine and just knowing how these people are, they probably still assume we owe them something when the opposite would be a more accurate explanation. So what's the dilemma? Well at one point this person was a good friend of mine, and we had some good times... He is obviously doing the reaching out, the best way this shit neck knows how. . . would I have rather got an email with some kind words in it - yes - but again I would have to assume he doesn't feel he did anything wrong. So what did he do. . . well this is the question or the dilemma. . . he took something away from me that was the most important thing in my life (no it wasn't a girl). . . I invited him into something that was sacred to me and through manipulation and backstabbing he had me removed - and it became clear later on why - he wanted what I had - he couldn't stand being second fiddle - he never could. . . and I hate him for it. . . Friends do not do that to each other - do they? The thing is, humans make mistakes, they are not infallible, and I have made my fair share and sought forgiveness and still have not received it. So do I ignore the request and act like what some may perceive as a child would, is it really a childish act to disconnect from people that have caused you pain. . . ? the whole situation would be easier to handle if I received some correspondence instead of a simple friend request - but that did not happen - And I am almost certain an apology or even a "sorry about the way things turned out" is not headed my way - most guys don't talk like that - they would assume that the apology is understood from the initial effort - but what was taken from me, in what amounts to a hostile take-over situation, was sacred to me and to date - one of the most if not the most important thing in my life. . .

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Anonymous Anonymous said...

take it from me, an old hag, your friend, that when people hurt you, and do it PURPOSEFULLY, fuck them!! Write them off, cut them off, undo yourself from them and go on. i speak from experience and this thing someone stole from you, everyone knows how dear and precious it is to you...ESPECIALLY a friend. He must be a malicious bastard and i would NEVER forgive, NEVER forget.
But that is just me.
Hoping all is well with you...
~C

1/14/2008 8:45 PM  
Blogger The Cowardly Midget said...

Thanks - you are right - fuck him - the answer is in what I wrote

1/17/2008 11:38 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

So was your blog about that menga kid? i don't like him. i could only imagine it was him who fucked with you. i really don't like him.

1/27/2008 8:22 PM  
Blogger The Cowardly Midget said...

LOL no it wasn't Rich - actually Rich dug me out and dusted me off of the hole this fucker put me in - Rich actually saw potential in me and treated me with respect (for the most part) - I repayed him by getting pissed at one little thing he did and becoming very out of line - I can see why you would initially say that about Rich - especially after reading his blog - but I assure you Rich is misundersood - He is not arrogant or an asshole - when you are reading his blog you are reading a one sided conversation and if you were to be a part of that conversation and point out his flaws in what he is saying - he would listen - not call you stupid for not agreeing... But again - I have met all different people all over the world and Rich is a product of a small town - But at least its a northeast small town - so he is saveable(sp)

1/27/2008 8:24 PM  

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